Saturday, February 26, 2005
Holy Crap Eh?

Long time.

Haven't been here in a bit...*happy new year b.t.w.*

Well what's new...what's new...

Well I have moved out with my boyfriend Nick and am living with one of our coworkers *my friend* Joe!
Nicks brother has bone cancer...*sucks hardcore* but why wouldn't it.
i'm at my friend T.J.'s house slept the night celebrating Russell and Cindy's birthday's, which was fun..*but i missed Nick like a Nazi misses killing ...well..yea.....*
Besides the bad i got to see most of my friends...well the ones that matter.....two ppl where missing though *other then Nicker* Ben O. *gone somewhere to get his ass laid* and fantastic Drew.
I don't know where he is, and since the move i haven't been able to find his god damned phone number.

So DREW if you read this part leave your # next time goofy!!

any way....moving out was probably one of the best things that i have ever done for myself.





Keep on Keeping on.

Posted at 2/26/2005 11:07:16 am by Nonsence
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Sunday, December 12, 2004
Break in?

Ok so it's 12:37AM and i am at school with Ben, TJ and Cindy...in some classroom....with tons of pc's. Well....it all started with Ben calling my apt. and asking me to hangout with TJ, Cindy and himself....at good ol' Algonquin! Of course i have to work today at 8AM till 4pm....and Ben didn't really explain to TJ...*i am guessing* that he'd have to drive me home around 12am....or just b4......so thtat..you know i could SLEEP or something.....so i wouldn't DIE....ANYYYWWAAYYyyssss....Ben and i go outside....we get locked out....and then while trying to find a door open...i hear a big *CLANK*...ok it was more like a *OMFG SECURITY IS GOING TO CATCH US WE ARE GOING TO GO TO JAIL FOR BREAKING AND ENTERING A COLLEGE OMG WE ARE GOING TO DIE BEN WHAT THE HELL WHERE YOU THINKING YEY I GOT MY STUFF NO I WONT BE HOME BEFORE 12:30AM AND HOLY SHIT NO COMPUTER IN THIS DAMN SCHOOL WILL LET ME INSTALL MY WORLD OF WARCRAFT GAME!!!!!!!!!!!* Kinda sound... Long story short...these pc's shut off at 1:00AM so i guess i'll be getting home around then....and so far...NO men in arms yelling GET THE FUCK ON THE GROUND AND KISS YOUR LOVELY CLEAN FOLDER OF YOUTH GOODBYE!! OH YEY TJ SAID WE ARE GOING!!! YEEY i guess i just bitched about nothing....anywho.......this was a weird experience... Love ya...buh bye...

Posted at 12/12/2004 12:48:22 am by Nonsence
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
Come in to Joe's Apartment...and Nick's..and MINE!

OOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo i finally have my own apartment!!! WHOOHOO!!!

YEEEPPppperrsss movign in with Joe F. and Nick R.!!! Close to work AND school?? what could be better anyways i am in an AWESOME MOOD!!!

LOVE LOVE!!


RED

Posted at 12/1/2004 1:49:48 pm by Nonsence
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
sad

I don't know what's happening anymore, i never seem to get alot of things right...and when i try to understand something or fix something it always makes things worse.

The older i get the dumber i seem to be getting.
I always mess up my meanings, mess up other ppl's words and screw over every chance i have of getting things back on track....i don't know why i can't talk like i write...i seem to screw up less when i just write about everything then when i actually do things with friends, family...loved ones.
I can't even think straight when i am person to person or on even msn....i always think i have done something wrong or that i pissed someone off.

I don't like it at all, who would like living every day and night like they have messed up the whole time they were awake.

I can't seem to live my life properly.
I wish someone would tell me what i am doing wrong.

Posted at 9/2/2004 1:23:17 am by Nonsence
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
long came a buzer and it hummed my hair off

The gun it has no bullets
The devil has just lied
He would if I could take my life
Be oh so satisfied



Yeahhh i buzzed all my hair on my head exp my side and front bangs...i hope i am not shunned for this....because i like it..no wait..i LOVE IT.....no more gobs of shampoo for me..just lil eeeddiee biiiddieee daubs....duabs??...ok..you get it.....


LOVE YA GALS AND GUYS...- You know who you are - X)

Posted at 6/15/2004 12:26:22 pm by Nonsence
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Monday, May 31, 2004
Grounded...

Well i'm grounded for two weeks untill further notice...for lying to my parents..kinda funny but i think i will enjoy this..they were right..blah blah blah..and yes..i think it'll be good fo rme...but i am aloud on the phone..and i think my net time will be shortend...oh well dads is long but its his house..his rules...so yeah that kind of sucks...but ohh well...i dont mind anymore...i'll just go along with everything and they will leave me alone about it...*^^*

anywho...hope this gets out to my friends lol...and if CINDY hears about this...tell her to pick up the boots!!

anywho LOVE YOU ALL!!


:glomp:



Posted at 5/31/2004 10:50:09 am by Nonsence
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Thursday, May 27, 2004
: : ::FABLE:: : :...i wannit so bad......




like i mean, REAL BAD

This site explains some of it..and lotsa pics and stuff...
X-Box Fable game

This link explains all your questions with funny answeres....they talk about how it was made..with who and the daily funnyness that went on...and how they kept from killing each other...*the grass one is funny*...maybe not now..but you'll know what i mean by that...lol and oh there are some goodie stories that fans have made...they are pretty great to! Enjoy it as much as i have...
Alterego Fan site - Lionhead

Posted at 5/27/2004 7:57:20 am by Nonsence
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I had a dream...

Weeellllll i didn't go to Al today!

I wrote this to a friend of mine and decided that it should be on here to...so here ya go!

I figure i should relax my shoulder and everything else before i have to go to school for the four days out of the next weeks!

I am in such a good mood....i was gonna sleep in but then i heard dad up...and when i got up...dad told me about how he had a dream about his dad and how his dad was telling him hey...i won the million!

Rick - (my dad): Where did you find the ticket?

Dad: I found it in your house!

Rick: Really?

Dad: Yeah and i just cashed it in today!

Anyways....he told me his kid brother Gilles was there to..but he didn't say anything...

Hes never had a dream like that before...and he told me he always asked his dad to help him with winning.

I know it sounds crazy but who knows right?

Whats the hurt in wondering..*^^*

It would be so cool....i dunno...i wouldn't expect much of it..if at all any....but i know if he saved it well i'd be good for the futer and it would help Giz and i..*^^*

Dad could maybe finally retire...and do what he aslways wanted to, wich is fish for the rest of his days hehehee...i would hope hed quit fishing...hed pay off the house...get a new car...omg he so needs one...he wants a new Diesel.....it would be nice to see him finally not have anything to worry about....you know..when i was with Giz yesterday...she said that dad and mum where scared to get mad at me and buckle down because more or less dad was afraid i'd get up and leave and live on the streets or something....i guess i should stop talking about it lol....

dad also told Giz one time that if it wasn't for us he wouldn't be around....it's a sad scary thought...i love my dad to bits...if anything were to happen to him that he would have done to himself i would die.

that and the fact my mum is such a depressing person sometimes...shes so scared at trying things because she says, everything costs money....thats not true...and if it does..it's not alot of money...OMG theres this guy at my mums work..hes real nice...maybe 2-3 years older then her...and he adores her!! But she never got to do anything with him because she was still hooked on Michle with the so called "Love" infactuation...GOD...he liked her..she liked him...she still DOES...but she lost her chance and he married some half wit of a wife and this guy not only is good looking...funny, sweet and LIKES HER STILL...but hes fookin LOADED

big house, he has a facy boat...like many cars that are brand new..omg the only reason that he is probably working at Adesa is to just have something to do and get away from his new wife....grrrr i wish mum would say something or something would happen and they would get together...mum would love to get married again..I would LOVE to see her at her wedding finally happy...*^^* not only that..she'd have someone other then us to talk to...she'd have someone to cuddle with...awwwwwww

i SO want good things to happen...who knows...maybe this dream means something, not only for dad but everyone?

I hope so....my family really needs something good.....even Giz....dad was gone alot..and mum would be buisy doing stuff or being all down in her room...and Giz would take care of me...tell me to do my homework....MAN i wish i hadn't been such a lil terror when i was younger....gawd...i was such a lil bitch to them....i think i am somewhat now to...but after the talk with Giz....i think everything will be better now.....i so hope so...i want it to be better!!

It will be!! :)

heheeee...anywho...ummm have a good day! *hugz*


PS: sry for not writting something for a while!...


Posted at 5/27/2004 7:04:22 am by Nonsence
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Friday, April 30, 2004
Weeeeeeeeeelllllllllllllll

Not much action happening here eh?!?

Here i am at school..."Still"...not in class..."Still"...jobless..*but that soon will be remedied!!

And for the love of me...i am BORED.

I miss Pat ALOT...i don't get to see him much....and it's driving me a lil batty....*so if i scare you halfway in this post..you are welcome to look away, or leave altogether........if you CAN..that is...*

Well, the fact that i don't see Pat as much as i would like is starting to bother me just a wee bit....i mean...i kinda figure we both have a shitload of time...we just arn't that..harmonized...to put it lightly..haha....ha...eahh...*coff*
I am going to meet a man named Carl Sullivan this afternoon around 1:30.
He works for the Y.S.B..."Youth Services Bureau of Ottawa"...if you didn't know..
it;s on 71 Bank Street, 5th Floor K1P 5N2......www.needajob.org
or www.ysb.on.ca

ANYYWHHOOOooooo.....

I am dying to see my PAT....GAHHH.....i try to call him..but when i do..it's "always...ALWAYS" buisy....i don't know if it's because hes on the net or someone else is using the phooooone....bu tif it is him on the pc i wish he would go on msn for a lil bit....he sends me email and i know he could be on msn...but maybe hes like me and doesn't like talking on there so much...esp when nothing eventful happens in your day...msn can be a lil crappy....then again...the phones worse...*well for me anyway*
I tried to install PSP8.....i got it DL and everything...and then it tells me..ERROR *blah blah blah i'm an ass and am not going to work for you because your not my maker* bull crap came up....
These are the things that drive me mad...THIS...and the fact that a 12 year old does better work then i do....
you should check her out...other then the fact that i wish i could rip her skills from her and use them for my own benefit....besides all that...she's really a great lil artist to say the least....*^^*
http://typingflower.deviantart.com/

Wellll....i dunno what i am going to do for the rest of today...maybe i'll take a nap or mess with my hair untill basically 12.....*sigh*..i love downtown...

i just hate getting there...

Posted at 4/30/2004 9:25:55 am by Nonsence
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Thursday, April 01, 2004
long time comming...or not..

Well i haven't posted anything in a while....sry about this...i was trying.. to stay in school to finish my grade twelve.......well that didn't work out...because i am an idiot...stupid stupid STUPID!!!

I had to apply for a bursary...but i applied for it a lil to late....and now i owe the college $277.76
by the month of March 26/04.
It's paid in sections...the first and second are both $138.88 by the end of Feb. 27/04, and of course March 26.

The lady was nice enoph to lower the price to what it is now from $400 something....
And since i am jobless and have already done this once b4...and my mother has paid for it...there is no way i could ask for her to pay it again..or anyone for that matter....and since the college would keep adding on to the amount i owe if i were to stay in school, i had to drop out today...to say the least i am so dissapionted in myself i wonder why i even bother trying...if i just slack off...for no real reason at all.......why didn't i apply earlier for the bursary???
I don't have a fuckin clue....i'm just an idiot with her head in the clouds...thinking that she could get away with anything and everything...Drew was right....i am a loser......
theres no way i can tell mum, dad or even Giselle that i failed and have pay money......Giselle has it all...shes smart..funny....shes been everywhere...and most of all....shes so independent..and she can be counted on.......myself on the other hand....i'm starting to think that i will be one of "those" who never finish school, who still live with thier parents.....lose her b/f....always feeling sorry for herself........i think since i can't tell them...i'll just keep comming here.....taking the bus every morning....but instead of going to a class i once had....i'll just look for a job or two..or three....and just go to work instead of school.......
since i don't have school anymore.

Where did i go wrong?
Is it because i am stupid or just so lazy and uncaring that i feel like i can just take take take and never have to give anything.
You know...everytime i ask for anything...or someone offers me something......i'll probably end up taking it.....but then i feel like shit afterwards.....why don't i just keep saying no,
instead of taking everything?
Well enoph with the pitty party......i have to go to the bathroom, go sit on the floor of a bathroom stall and die.
then i'll think of something to do.

I'm so glad we are able to cry.
I know that if we couldn't, i would be dead by now.

Posted at 4/1/2004 9:06:29 am by Nonsence
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